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It spurred a metoo moment in the social media for Indonesian women, who shared our Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment of sexual rape and harassment. Reading all those stories makes me very sad and angry, because they Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment me of my own experience. Yes, unfortunately, like most women in this patriarchal world, I have my fair share Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment sexual harassment. Not once, but six times so far.

However, each experience disgusts me until today, because I cannot forget several trivial details, which are forever etched Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment my mind.

Each experience pains me since I could not do anything when it happened, maybe because I was young and clueless, maybe because of tonic Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment. But what enrages me the most is the fact that in the past I thought perhaps somehow I was to blame, perhaps those were test given by God.

I know now Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment the abusers are to blame for all sexual abuse cases. Not the survivors, not God if you do believe God exists anyway. I told these stories to my husband yesterday and even years and decades after the Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment, I still felt the rage and sadness I almost cried.

I still feel it even now while typing all these Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment. Somehow writing in English calms me down since it is not my vernacular and I have to think harder to write, so I chose not to utilize Indonesian in this post. To all survivors of sexual abuse: You can continue reading if you want to or leave if you feel like it. In the following paragraphs I will share about what happened to me. Please read and listen, act with us and raise your kids to be better humans, to respect everyone.

I think it happened in the fifth or sixth grade in my elementary school in Yogyakarta. I frowned and did not understand why me wearing a singlet is important to be mentioned in class.

He then continued his lecture as if nothing happened. Now I realize what Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment did was totally inappropriate and can be categorized as sexual harassment. I hope he Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment did anything worse to other students, Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment I guess I will Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment know.

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The next incident happened when I was Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment my 10 th or 11 th grade in high school. Since the first day in high Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment, my seniors have warned us about an exhibitionist who roamed Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment school to flash his penis in front of girls.

One day, along with several girl friends, I studied nearby the multifunction hall for an upcoming quiz. The gate beside the hall was open. Suddenly a motorbike stopped at the gate.

Curious, I took a glance for perhaps only a second and immediately regretted to do so. The guy Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment motorbike Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment his penis out of his pants. So for a few minutes that seemed to be ages we sat there, pretending like we were still studying.

And then we walked slowly although we — at least I — wanted to Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment away as fast as we can. The next three cases break my heart because they all happened in what muslims believe to be the holy cities: It all happened in less than a month when my parents and I did hajjthe Islamic pilgrimage. I was in my early 20s. I wore hijab in all three incidents and I was always with other people. Frankly, I felt like it ruined my Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment pilgrimage, which should be such a spiritual event.

Now when I looked back into my memory, the strongest ones I remember about the pilgrimage are the harassment Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment. In Medina, I went to Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment souvenir store with a fellow pilgrim, also a girl in her early 20s. We were looking at Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment prayer beads when the store clerks asked where we were from. He was short for an Arab man, with short hair and thin moustache.

Memek is a slang used by some Indonesians Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment refer to vagina. Not what we expect to hear in any store in Saudi Arabia. But we understand that instead of selling his merchandise, he chose to harass us. So we left although not immediately because again we pretend he did not Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment anything without buying.

Later, after praying in the beautiful Nabawi Mosque, with several middle age women in my pilgrimage group, I went to a store in the hotel arcade right across the mosque. I was looking at the merchandise when suddenly one of the store clerks walked to a point Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment me, and then shoved his groin to my behind.

I could feel his penis was erect beneath his long, white robe. I quickly walked to one of the aunts and asked them to leave the store together. Alas, it was not the last harassment I Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment in Saudi Arabia.

Mecca means Kaabah, the very point where muslims face while praying s halat. One crucial ritual in hajj — and also in umrah — is thawafwhen Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment circumambulate the Kaabah. My parents and I were doing thawaf when suddenly a big hand grabbed my right breast.

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I looked at the man beside me — tall, with large belly and thick beard on his face. How could he do that, I thought.

Right in front of Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment But I could not say anything. I could only glare at him and he swiftly pulled his hand. He left the crowd. I continued my thawafunable to say anything to my parents.

Reporting to the Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment Huh, what evidence did I have? Would I be ready to face the fuss that may come if I dare to make any report?

So I stayed silent. I did not tell my parents until Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment than a decade. I love you always. The last harassment happened in the Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment leg of my solo travel in Bosnia-Herzegovina. People were so nice and helpful along the way, except one person. A middle age man, a bit short, balding head, slightly beer-bellied. We sat across each other in the same train cabin, on my way from Sarajevo to Zagreb.

Wearing t-shirt and short pants not too short, only Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment couple cm above my kneesI was reading a book when he tried to start a conversation.

He tried another language. He continued speaking in German. He pointed at a birthmark on my left knee.

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Then he touched it. What he did next was grabbing my crotch. It only happened for a Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment seconds because then he pulled his hand and smiled. I stayed there, sitting and pretended to sleep. I felt so betrayed — as a woman, a muslim minority in Europe who wished for other muslims to protect me, but turned out a muslim man harassed me instead. He left the train after several stations and only afterward I could leave Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment find another cabin.

I chose a cabin with several Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment in it. I did not say a word and none of them said anything to me until I reached Zagreb. I do feel better after typing Memex perempuan indonesia sexual harassment longest blog so far.

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